waiting with an unsespected fear
waiting with an unknown dream
waiting with an unheard voice
waiting with an unseen scene

why do i only see pain
why do i only feel pain
why do i only touch pain

when will i be rid of this pain
when will i be able to stand
when will i be able to scream
when will i be able to see
when will i be able to feel

this is going to be my last try
my last light
my last hope
my last dream

why am i always left alone
why am i always left to die

i can't find anyone who can help me
i can't find anyone who can stay with me
i can't find anyone who can dream with me

i wish this would have ended
i wish i would have died
i wish i would have stayed away

this pain is eating up my heart
this pain is killing my hope
this pain is destroying my light

i...i...i am alone..........